I'm cold though,
hot when I ride solo,
intercommunication not one of my goals,
over the rainbow, your not gonna find total,
packages, skittle lookin rappers turned average,
the game sucked me down to the core I turned savage,
more sour than before product of the masses,
fuck around and start a war, bomb ya like Damascus,
man of many faces, sorta like The Mask is,
cool calm and collected but when I blow can you match this?
NO!
cuz I got the funk sorta like a mad disco,
dance like the figurine of a stripper on the pole,
livin in her memories, cuz she could never know,
why her mom always beats, and her daddy never home,
last time she ever seen, gave it to her and he gone,
she was 5 years old, freshly american,
but papi had issues they had to send him home,
now she crying on the phone,
tell me why I'm in the zone,
when I listen to her poem,
of her mama dead and gone,
how she smashed the figurine,
and her dancing it was gone,
if her passion kept her strong,
guess what happens when its gone,
felt weak, ran outside fell victim to the street,
came back, no reprieve she was on the attack,
how could you lie to em and you made em send him back?
ultimatum of her actions, of fatal attraction,
tell me or ya whole life'll lose traction,
her mom just cried, she was tied to the fact that,
she tried her whole life to deny her the faction,
of night time walkers, cuz she was one back when,
just before she met her father,
never going back then,
almost had an attack when it happenned,
the man who saved her, now her saviour was gone,
and she had to get the paper alone,
and she tried her best, but was bested by the stress,
and the time invested, she broke down and asked my love,
do you get this?
I can't explain it better,
you could only know if you knew the pain forever,
livin in her brain,
livin wit the same,
guilt, of the next day that she felt,
held a gun to my mom! I should kill myself!
but she came to grips,
and she gave her a kiss,
and told her we shouldn't live a life like this,
went to rehab and it was like gifts,
she said I still feel it but I know the fight is,
priceless,
and before you judge the way she livin life,
its best that you know,
that she got one goal,
take her mama's ashes,
save up money and she gone,
to find her daddy,
she'll never be alone,
so I told her.... be on.
be on, be on.....