this is a heartless venture,
my heart it sent ya,
cuz I've been separated I'm a lost adventurer,
if you try to bite my lines,
you might loss ya dentures,
so just listen to em,
and get lost forever,



took a long road to the man I am,
they say I got time to grow,
but I had my hand, I was dealt with,
if God had a plan I felt it,
wasn't goin nowhere,
in the pan I melted,
jumped out of it,
into the fire,
but it was inside,
and I feel it growin,
I have made a choice that,
I won't listen to my heart,
anymore, but I'll listen to the voices,

I can say that,
cuz I've become numb,
indifferent to the world,
crushed under my thumb,
I used to feel small,
and now I still do,
but not compared,
to what comes into my view,
I used to kneel at my pew,
I used to feel I could do,
anything, til I found,
the base of these wasn't true,
at least it didn't apply,
to me living my life,
and what I'm feeling inside,
could be me feeling the vibe,
or really reelin the tithes,
that I've been payin my life,
I could be sayin a lie,
or what I'm sayin is right,
all I know is now I finally got a say in my life,
I lost a little soul and I got a little colder,
at least now the rest of my body matches my shoulder,
I give to ya niggas,
only live for the figures,
and maself,
lookin out for me and nobody else,
I lost my heartbeat,
took it out and left it on a hard street,
waiting for the day, that me and my haert of hearts meet,

the one I had before,
it wasnt a match, now,
its me against the world,
its a hell of a match up,
I'm the heathen causing reason for the next disaster,
get ya ass up,
and listen to the pastor,
preaching over the beat,
ya offering I pass up,
music, death religion,
thats a hell of a mashup,
before when I was smitten,
I was givin em mad fucks,
now the people in my life I just see em as cancer,

back up